I watch a series of your spiritual teachings. As I was viewing 3 of the videos this morning this the third one.
Before the ending of this one, my heart was crushed and I am brought to tears.
It had been many years since I have cried, being hardened by hardships in a troubled world.
When I had met God in early 1979 I could not have gone on any further without Him. He lifted me out of the doom and placed me in the heavenly realms.
That year I cried bitter rivers of tears daily as I had been crushed near to death and saved by Gods great love.
I can tell by the way you say it at each video’s end.! Where I am at the present, without the need to explain some more resent past difficult challenges that were grievous to bare, is that I now have found a peace, love, happiness and joy so soothing and healing like never before. The diet and your spiritual teachings are the components and of course a God I know that loves me.In this state I tend not want to lose it, and thus as I am exalted in it in the past weeks I seem to have suffered many more troubles from people.It is as though something would rob it from me. So I have been quietly considering what may I do in the face of the adversities.
First be still, do not react, sort out my desires to retaliate and seek for Gods wisdom.So this video among others here open the way to liberty.And that with the teachings of Christ living in my heart and mind they are a guiding light to the way.I can only surrender to become a blessing to those whose hands I suffer the distractions at.The flexible nature of God tore through the depths this morning, brought me to tears again and constitutionally I am now able to be a blessing to even my adversaries.That’s what it is as a consent to truly follow in Gods ways in order to persevere to save the gift of the blessing.Therefore you are a part of me.And love is the chief of all commandments given.As I had mentioned your spiritual teachings have given me edification and an excellent focus in Truth.The depths of what is in my heart was brought to light watching the videos this morning. Therefore my tears were of compassion and joy..!!I can “move ahead.”
I love you Dr. Haider