Dr. Haider, Dana and I are going to be sitting down tonight and giving you a total of what we will be sending you from Solace. It has been a very difficult dark year 2017 and I am at the end of coming off of being on SSRIs for over 30 years I had a near-death experience in 2009 and I know that my path has led me to be a Healer in to heal so I can help others you inspire me to find joy in every circumstance. Right now my body is experiencing the last part of coming off of an SSRI called Effexor I’m living in Silicon Valley and I’m getting the medical care to make sure that I am not going to be in danger but it has been pure hell of vomiting every day and shaking and keeping all of that away from my son so that we have a joyful time and hiding myself away so I can be sick when I need to be and excuse myself when I need to vomit .my plant lifestyle and connecting to the plant and talking with the plant and thinking of plants as I’m eating them as I am consuming them has changed me thank you. I didn’t have the dove hit me in the chest but I was at a Green Day concert and before I went to the Green Day concert I had asked Spirit to show me if I were to be a Healer because people were coming to me and asking me if I were offering to heal and it was just strange and I began to have classes around me and then I had Spirit beings coming in my dreams and then I started to develop a landscape and I’ve had to learn a lot about who to trust and who not to trust and I’ve had to learn a lot about being able to charge for my services as an entertainment and really pretty much give away or if not barter or scale services that are healing. So here and Silicon Valley I get hired as entertainment and it’s understood as entertainment. But when someone calls me because I need to talk or because they need to share or I need to hold space for them or they need to heal, I agree with some kind of exchange of energy whether we barter or some other type of currency. I am honored to serve. I understand what you mean about the veil and I understand what you mean about the different levels that we are currently existing in. I was bitten by a tick in 2009 I got very sick in fact if you look at my personal video on my profile you can see the like the oldest video you can see where right before near death. Now, I would appreciate any advice or any guidance regarding having to get off of Effexor I appreciate that your doctor and understand that you can’t give medical advice but regarding shaking you know I know how to ground and of course I sent to myself and calling Christ Consciousness and my body seems to be doing its own thing with jerking and shaking I am getting better but affects or just really terrible and I didn’t think that it was anything I ever had to come off of because I was told that I would have to be on some type of antidepressant for the rest of my life. I am so much healthier now that I’ve been on a plant-based lifestyle I even feel as I am in alignment with my Soul thank you for your wisdom thank you for your service. My dad when he died in 2012 he told me that I had Healing Hands. I wanted to be an occupational therapist and I did I tried to stay in college but I ended up working two jobs and staying at hospital because they needed me because I was a recreational therapist and state was coming and it was constant crisis and I was constantly working in crisis and I was always you know trying to join team the people who are in crisis. When my dad was dying I felt people come and go I felt my granny there I felt a lot of people were coming in or surrounding him that it passed as people in 3D came in and people in 5D came in. My desire for this… this coming season of 2018 is more laughter my family and I want to laugh more and less technology more board games more trips to the beach more sunsets.